they say they got a cure for my smile, rather for my lack there of

They say anything is possible

and life's just another obstacle well show me the manual,

and the man responsible.

i went lookin for answers in the hospital and came back wit a pocket full when i stole the manual,

and killed the man responsible.

Now we all make mistakes

but those mistakes just make us who we are,

and not who we choose to be.

My faith got misplaced 

somewhere

 between a superstar and the boy that 

i used to be.

im just tryin to be who you say

 you are,

 but who are you?

im just tryin to be who you say are the stars, 

and who is cool.

but who am i

i'm the dude responsible

but who am i

hey i'm the dude responsible.

i have been.. 

so why doesn't it feel better?

they call me harriet potter,

no big deal.

haha.

ttmmtoy

so true.

pain is inevitable,

but misery is optional.

we cannot avoid pain,

but we can avoid joy.

so where are you standing now

are you in the crowd of my faults

LOVE, can you see my hand

i need one more chance

we can still have it all

here comes the sun

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces 

Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here 
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun 

And I say it's all right.

i am free

no one seems to know my pain,
no one seems to know my sorrow.
no one seems to understand,
this fight can't be fought alone.
i am reaching out for help,
is there anyone that can hear me?
all i want is to be free,
from the chains that are holding me.
you can be free 
free in Yahweh's abundance
free from all your surroundings
free from all of your hurting
you can live free.

and for some reason, i know everything is going to be more than okay.

or just kept me up all night.

hakuna matata

Hakuna Matata! What a wonderful phrase
Hakuna Matata! Ain't no passing craze
It means no worries for the rest of your days
It's our problem-free philosophy
Hakuna Matata!

well that explains a lot..

D&R#12

D: i LOVE grape juice!

V: this tastes like church juice..

D&N: dead.  :)

it's not a bird, not a plane

You changed my whole life

Don't know what you're doing

To me with your love

I'm feeling all superhuman you did this to me

A superhuman heart beats in me

Nothing can stop me here with you

soooo i'm kinda cute hey? :-)

..or finding out that being have been saying nice things about you :)

for real.

I might have to wait, I'll never give up, I guess it's half timing, and the other half's luck
Wherever you are, whenever it's right, You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing, And, baby, your love is gonna change me
And now I can see every possibility.

And somehow I know that it'll all turn out, You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, I give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

So this is how the story went, I met someone by accident.

tragedy was our destiny

We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy, 

'Cause i know you can't love me.

I wish we had another time, I wish we had another place,

But everything we have is stuck in the moment,

and there's nothing my heart can't do, 

To fight with time and space,

'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you.

whatever it takes, my love, i'll find it,

whatever it takes my love,

to put the lonely days behind us,

i'm laying it down,

whatever it takes, my love.

cm.da.ns.mb.jn

late night skyping with besties,

from east to west

ONT.SASK.AB.BC :) 

You want me to believe that you aint even like that, 
Baby show me that you aint even like that,
Words don’t mean that much to me boy.
You tell me I’m yo man make me think im all that, 
When i’m not around do you take it all back?
Words don’t mean that much to me boy.

Didn't they always say we were the lucky ones?

But luck will leave you cause it is a faithless friend,
And in the end when life has got you down,
You've got someone here that you can wrap your arms around.
So hold on to me tight, Hold on to me tonight.
We are stronger here together than we could ever be alone,
So hold on to me, Don't you ever let me go.

Open up the door, This is the first day of the rest of your life.

Behold I stand at the door and knock,

If anyone hears my voice and opens the door,

I will come in..

Revelation 3:20

if i never had a stormy day, then i wouldn't know that you could take all my pain away.

with the best roommate ever!

i love how this starts conversations and brings back memories :)

..especially one very special memory..

Keep His word in your heart all day.  When fear comes, remind it of 

the God you serve.  When doubt comes, remind it of your 
unchanging Maker.  When trouble comes, remind it of your 
capable Father.  When challenges come, remind them that 

You can do all things through Christ who strengthens you.

i don't wanna gain the whole world and lose my soul.

well i'm wondering bout the road ahead of me,

wondering bout the things you said to me,

wondering if these dreams will ever do.

and i'm wondering bout the way i spend my days,

wondering if it's even worth the chase,

wondering if they're stealing me from You.

turn it around

you have turned my mourning to dancing
you have turned my sorrow to joy
you have turned my whole life around
so i thank you,
thank you LORD

he's proven there's no limit to possibilities.

You always said I’d be your downfall. 
I wish I really had been.

now your lips look kissable :)

who's an athlete?

D: hey mary..

M: ya?

D: who's an athlete?

M: Danielle Aka

D: andddd???

M: Mary Bruder!!

D: yeeeeee :)

D&R#11

M: pearls dissolve in vinegar

J: really?

M: yo don't drink vinegar when you're wearing pearls!

D&J: wtfffff??? hahaha

prayers for Japan

“The Lord rules over the floodwaters. The Lord reigns as king forever.” Psalm 29:10

bittersweet,

you're gonna be the death of me 

i don't want you, but i need you, 

i love you and hate you at the very same time 

see what i want so much, should never hurt this bad

never did this before, thats what the virgin said 

we've been generally warned, thats what the surgeon says 

God talk to me now this is an emergency

because i trust you, i know it hast to be true.

If I could be your superman,
I'd fly you to the stars and back again.
Cause everytime you touched my hand,
You feel my powers running through your veins.
But I can only write this song,
And tell you that I'm not that strong. 
Cause I'm no superman, 
I hope you like me as I am

if you wanna make God laugh,

tell him your plans.

he's more than a friend to me.
when i was standing still in darkness he moved me into light
when i was losing in my warfare he taught me how to fight
though i was wrong in my decision he showed me what was right
that's why he's more than a friend to me

Yat Dot Dah Dah Dah.

when i miss mackie and roo i just sing it.

i'm pretty sure every girl has the one guy that they'll compare every other boy to.
sometimes it's kinda nice to relive it and remember what that happiness felt like.
too bad it's not there anymore huh?

you're on your way to greatness.

DANCE LIKE NO ONE IS WATCHING

turn up the bass
turn up the treble
i'm about to take it to a whole new level.

It’s funny how you said you had a problem with commitment, and yet you never had a problem committing to not commit to me.

she held her head as if she were the period at the end of her own sentence.

D&R#10

DA: i'm allergic to like all fruit

KP: that's because you are one.. it would be like cannibalism

exactly what i needed to hear.

for the sake of Christ, then, i am content with weaknesses, 
insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities.
for when i am weak, then i am strong.
2 Corinthians 12:10

I LOVE TO PRAISE YOUR NAME

I LOVE TO LIFT YOU UP

WE BLESS YOUR NAME

SWEET JESUS

the clouds are moving faster now
and the sun is breaking through

You have turned my mourning to dancing, You have turned my sorrow to joy, You have turned my whole life around thank you, thank you Lord.

sometimes the ways life can surprise you are ridiculous.

you know when you're hoping for something to happen and you feel like there's only one outcome that could possibly satisfy you? 

and you just wait and wait for it to happen..

and the more you wait, the more you feel like there's absolutely nothing else in this world that could make you happy.

and then out of no where you get an answer..

but it's not THE answer.. 

and yet you feel more at peace then you thought you ever could.

it's crazy how things work out sometimes.. 

i won't try to understand it.

i won't try to explain it.

i'll just accept and believe 

that God is oh so very good.