or do you not think so far ahead..

a tornado flew around my room before you came
excuse the mess it made


i been thinkin' bout you, you know know know
do you think about me still?

which is probably why i'm so scared to talk about it; 

you really don't

and i really wish you did; 

all i want to do;

this is quite simply all i want to do

just. be. here. 

i dunno when it hit, but i'm suddenly having this sick feeling in my gut as school is getting closer and closer.
i don't wanna go back. i'm scared.
i'm scared of disappointment.
i'm scared of failure.
i'm scared of change.
and i'm even more scared because i know that all of those things are inevitable.
for the first time, in a long time,
i really just don't know how to fix it;

so scared of getting older, i'm only good at being young;

stop this train
i want to get off and go home again
i can't take the speed it's moving at
i know i can't
but honestly won't someone stop this train 

2011, done son

So this is kinda becoming a tradition I guess. Just reflecting on the year that past and making a toast to the future.
So 2011, I told you to bring it on, and you brought it!
You brought tons of great new friends.
New and harder classes at school.
Time to settle in my new home.
A great summer after an awful one last year. Can't forget to mention SWAG.
A heck of a lot of closure.
And soooo much more.
So 2012, bring it on, again. Haha