Your emptiness is but the preperation for your being filled, 

and your casting down is but the making ready for your lifting up.

God will replace everything you lost. 

If He asks you to put something down, 

it’s because He wants you to pick up something better.

as surely as the stars above me,
life eternal is waiting for me,
and i owe it to this love.

"I'm not telling you it's going to be easy, i'm telling you it's going to be worth it." 

and it wasn't easy.. not at all.

but it was definitely worth it.

and i wouldn't change it for the world. not one bit of it.

in you things are made new, i'm moving forward.

You can never cross the ocean 

unless you have courage to lose sight of the shore.

there's no other place that i'd rather be,

than safe in the arms,

the arms of my saviour.

there's no other place that i can be free,

so i run to the arms,

the arms of my saviour. 

stay away from goodbyes

stick to see you soon.

last friday night at CUC:
star gazing with some of the coolest people i know.. what more could i ask for?

leaving is gonna be harder than i thought.

we're definitely gonna see each other

but i'm really not ready for this bittersweet end.

When Christ is great, our fears are not.

sometimes it's this easy...

...but it's usually not

and i'm scared 
'cause i don't think i'm ready for this to end.

Life is a beautiful struggle.

D&R#15

C: look, if you click here there's a way you can enhance the breast..

D: uhh....... really? hahahah

C: dress! i meant dress.. i think it's time for bed..

i throw caution to the sky

kiss all my fears goodbye.

gotta get myself together, real life is on its way

Why's it always circumstantial? Never any real potential 
Obvious and so sequential, It always ends the same 
Holding out with all that's in me, 

Is it worth all this pretending? 

A story with an ugly ending it's never worth the pain.
So right here and now I am all in 
Cause I'm letting go of everything I am,
And I'm holding on to everything You are 
I'm letting go of everything I once was 
I'm all in, I'm fallin' into Your arms again

I'm letting go. I'm letting go.

'Cause when we see You, we find strength to face the day.

In Your presence, all our fears are washed away.

just gotta keep believing it...

D&R#14

C: i'm so worried that i didn't pass two of my exams

i'm kinda freaking out..

cuz then i won't get the credit and i'll have to retake!

D: you're cathy.. not possible that you failed my dear..

C: exactly, i'm cathy.. not ching chong.

that's kinda necessary to succeed at UofT

D:LMAO

but they all didn't see the little bit of sadness in me

I've got some issues that nobody can see
And all of these emotions are pourin' outta me
I bring them to the light for you
It's only right
This is the soundtrack to my life
The soundtrack to my life.

just remember what your old pal said

And as the years go by, Our friendship will never die

You're gonna see It's our destiny
Boy, You've got a friend in me.

perfect. for real

it's finally how it should be.

in the mood to lose my way

and i'm realizing that sometimes the only way to find your way is to lose it first.

so ready or not, let's get lost.

“But the most exciting, challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself. And if you can find someone to love the you you love, 
well, that's just fabulous."

i am blessed

for everything you do flows from it

“I admit it's tempting to wish for the perfect boss - the perfect parent - or the perfect outfit. But maybe the best any of us can do is not quit, play the hand we've been dealt, and accessorize what we've got."

don't ever forget it

"and in the end, it's about knowing where you stand. it doesn't matter what other people say or think.

haters are gonna hate, it's inevitable, but that's not what matters.

what really matters is knowing what you know.  it sounds really simple, yet still so confusing..

i don't know, i guess i never will. it's a good thing that God always does."

you just gotta believe it.

Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.
Hebrews 11:1

D&R#13

D: apparently i'm awesome like chicken..

A: what, is he gonna start comparing you to grape juice next?

summer's on its way baby. 

come up in the spot lookin extra fly

before the day i die, imma touch the sky.

haha.. definitely know someone like this

reminded me of you mackie

reminded me of you roo

to anyone who has had, or has been a best friend

let's take it back to the start

they say im changing 
because they're all doing the same thing 
i bet you think that I'd fly away from you 
but i wouldn't do that.
now they say that im crazy 
cause i wanna do it my way 
i bet you think that I'd fly away from you 
but i wouldn't do that.

You mean to me What I mean to you and..

Together baby, There is nothing we won't do

'Cause if I got you, I don't need money, I don't need cars,

Boy, you're my all.

And Oh, I'm into you,

And no one else would do,

'Cause with every kiss and every hug,

You make me fall in love,

And now I know I can't be the only one,

I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,

With the love of their life who feels what I feel when I'm with you