5.23.2011

come home to me,
come home to me.
if home is where you are,
then home is way too far away.
gonna miss you buddy!
come back soon :)

5.21.2011

and sometimes i'm not sure 
how much longer i can be strong.

D&R#19

*D puts a 20 dollar bill in K's shirt*
Where did it go?? 
*K starts crumping*
Mannn even crumping can't get it out!!!
                           -KM

DEAD.

D&R#18

R: *facebook status*
sun burnt, tired, and noxious...
KINDA STILL the best day at WONDERLAND with my friends
D: *comment* 
noxious... umm lol
A:  noxious?! AWWW!! hahahaha. i feel this will be quoted somewhere..
the soundtrack to my life.
it sucks when losing someone 
feels like losing a part of yourself.
exactly how i feel some days 

5.17.2011

summer.

so this is the first some since.. well, the first summer ever that i've made even the slightest effort to keep in touch with anyone that i go to school with.  
there's always seemed to be a complete separation between summer and school.  mostly just because in the past, as soon as school ends, i jet off to camp and i don't see or talk to anyone from school till the next school year starts.  
but this year i'm home for two months before camp.  so i've been trying to take advantage at that and try this whole keeping in touch thing.  
but people that i thought i couldn't be away from, i'm doing fine without.  it's really weird actually... people that i really expect to miss me and put in effort to talk to me, well, evidently don't.  i've been trying super hard to just take the initiative and check in on my friends and stuff but it's a lot harder than it looks!  
there are a few people that i know i'll talk to all summer and i love them to death for that reliability.  it's so great.  
but as much as i miss everyone, i'm starting to wonder if maybe i miss that whole separation thing.  i'm realizing it was surely a heck of a lot easier...
and maybe it's just what i need.  
what happened? really sucks bro.
"treasure the delicate moments,
they only last for so long."
so my little sister loves mickey mouse, but it's kinda a childhood thing right??
not anymore!!
DOPE.
i almost died.
word of the day:
FIGMATIVE.
                            - courtesy of KP

D&R#17

R: there was this doctor last night who went to chine and 
worked with leprosy patients.  Mann it's an ugly disease!
Have you ever seen a picture of a leopard?!?
D: ...you mean a leper?  

5.10.2011

BEST sushi lunch date ever!
AL, KM, NC, AL, SA, KP
"you don't have to put sushi in your purse you know.."  
dead. that is all.

5.08.2011














i might be in love.
DEDICATED TO ATP; i know how much you love mini things!
have a great trip and get your butt back here soon.
love you girly xo

"no not you, i was yelling at my mother's urn"

"fist pump"

"it's cold and warm and dark and light!"

"no you can't!"

"shhhhool"

"metrocity"

i'm pretty sure no one should enjoy this movie as much as we did!
soo good to be back back with the crew :)
MA, RA, AL, KM, KP, AW, AL, AL


we should probably never try to build a tent ever again..
love you both!! AW&AL xo
happy mother's day to DABEST mom i could ask for!
words will never be able to tell you how much you mean to me.
love you xo

5.07.2011

each and every day i will seek your face.
One of the hardest things to remember is that we were created for his purpose and not for our own.

D&R#16

R: hey look at what i bought today!
so i got this head band and i got a really cool ta-ta tammer sports bra!
M: do you mean tamer?
R: i dunno.. it's spelled T.A T.A T.A.M.E.R
D: haha ya that spell ta-ta tamer not tammer
R: but that doesn't make any sense..
D: ta-ta tamer.. as in to tame your ta-ta's!
R: ohhhhhh
M: ....

it'so good to be home :)

what if it all depended on me, to change the world, change the world.
what if my only responsibility was to change the world, change the world.
let me be the one to start a revolution.
let me sing my song to the people of the world.
it all beings with one, the power of one
join in the hundreds of millions of people believing in one, the power of one.
don't hang around, stand up or sit down and believe we can change the world, together.
we can change the world together. 
underneath your wings, i can now see my dreams.
he's breaking me open and cleaning me out.
he's fixing me.

5.05.2011

so, i'm not too sure which place is home right now..
"you should play the panda game.  you know, cause you're japanese so you can relate to it..
wait, panda's are chinese aren't they?.."  -KP

5.03.2011

God, you've brought me this far.
Tell me what to do, i'm listening..
i'm coming home, i'm coming home, tell the world i'm coming home!

goodbye cuc, till next year.

there's never a right time to say goodbye
but you know we gotta go our separate ways.

5.02.2011

There is a time for departure, even when there is no certain place to go.
but i love how things have changed.

a toast; to the end of the year.

As i sit here in my empty, well, almost empty dorm room it's hard to fathom the fact that it's already been a whole year here at CUC.  It feels like just yesterday i was driving up college ave and being greeted by my awesome roommate, about to start what i didn't realize would be such an amazing year.  I had no clue what to expect.  I didn't know who i would meet.  I didn't know how school would treat me.  I didn't know how friends and relationships would form.  I didn't know how i would change.  All i knew was that i needed to get away and that CUC was God's way of giving me a fresh start.  Now that i've had a whole school year here and i'm sitting here, reminiscing over all the amazing memories i've made this year, i can't help but smile as tears well in my eyes.  Everything that has happened this year has shaped me to be the person that i am today.  I've been through a lot and it definitely hasn't been easy.. but usually, things that are really worthwhile aren't easy.  To all of the friends that have gotten me through this year, through all of the good times and the bad times, there are no words that could express how much i appreciate you.  I LOVE you all.  KB, AT, NS; you three have changed my life and i really don't know what i would have done without you.  Thank you for always being here for me, even when i got myself into ridiculous situations.  I didn't realize that i would find girls as amazing as you but i'm so glad i did.  You will all be lifelong best friends! CM; thanks for never judging me and always being willing to listen to my stories.. even though they were always about the same thing.  JN and MB; you guys always new how to put a smile on my face and you both know that i needed help with that a lot this year, so thanks!  My Moosemen; you guys made me feel more accepted on a hockey team than i ever have before.  I love you all and i'm gonna miss you so much! You've helped me grow as a hockey player and as a person.  I can't imagine what this year would have been like without you. TM; my bestie! I'm so grateful for your friendship.  I'm so proud of you for everything you've accomplished this year and i'm so thankful for the role model you have been for me.  RG; my ting ting! You're the best.  I really don't need to say anything else.  You're always there for me and we've had some unforgettable times throughout this year.  I'm still gonna marry you buddy! RD; my big brother here at school.  I can't even express how much you mean to me.  You've helped me get through so much this year and i am going to miss you so much over these 4 months.  I feel like i have someone to look out for me no matter what.  Thank you for being such an amazing friend to me! And lastly CE; you know that you've become my best friend.  Nothing i say to thank you for this year will be enough.  Thank you for everything you've done.. there's simply way too many things for me to list.  You're really the best and i hope you know i'm so happy for you and proud of where you are in your life.  You helped fix me this year, for real, thanks.  
As my head is flooded with all these great memories of this year, it's such a bittersweet taste.  I can't wait to go home and see my family but i'm gonna miss it here so much! All of the people, all of the memories.. it's just so hard to leave.  I'll never forget what my freshman year at CUC was like.  It was truly amazing and i can't wait for another year that will be filled with even bigger and better things.  All i can really say is thank you CUC.  I've realized that God has an amazing plan for me and i can't wait to see where it's going to take me.  
Until next year.  Can't. Friggin. Wait. 

5.01.2011

the most unforgettable last night at CUC..
what began as a frantic packing spree turned into one of my best memories of the year!
AT, KB, CS and crazy LE
thanks you for the best last night with my roommate that i could have dreamed of.
these good times will be missed..

you should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes

it brought me back to life.