i dunno why but i'm feeling so weird being back at school
i feel like i don't belong in some weird way
it's nice to see people but i'm struggling knowing that i want to be a different person than i was last year and it's gonna be hard being far from some of the best friends i have; AT&AL
my hope and prayer is that as i settle in, this weird feeling subsides and i have the year that i know i want and need. 
lets hope for the best. 

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i know this is totally useless cuz no one except one person looks at this blog BUT i made a tumblr, and while i won't be ditching my blogger, here's the linky link!

so today i saw my best friend for the 2nd time this summer
it's been so weird being away from her this year while i was away at school
i didn't realize how hard it would be to stay in touch with my lifelong friend
but i was pleasantly surprised to see that everything was just how i left it
she's still the best and i already miss her
thanks for always being there for me buddy
i can't wait till chrrstmas
missing my big sister already
love you CP :)