i dunno why but i'm feeling so weird being back at school
i feel like i don't belong in some weird way
it's nice to see people but i'm struggling knowing that i want to be a different person than i was last year and it's gonna be hard being far from some of the best friends i have; AT&AL
my hope and prayer is that as i settle in, this weird feeling subsides and i have the year that i know i want and need. 
lets hope for the best.