Mistakes.

what is closure really? and when do you really get it?
i feel like i really don't know.  and it sucks because it's something i really want right now.
there's so much crap that i feel like people could just avoid completely if they truly let God direct their life.  and i'm a prime example of that.
i think i'm starting to realize more and more that God works in the craziest ways. And sometimes, the things he does can cause pain but in the end, it's for the best. and it's even more likely to happen when we've committed to following God's plan.  it's funny how even when we make that commitment, we sometimes pretend like we never did.  but you know what? God doesn't forget, and if you truly decide to allow him to work wonders in your life, He will to whatever it takes to keep you on the narrow path of his followers.
i love God so much, because even though right now i'm feeling pain, i know that he will bring beauty from my pain. and i really can't wait to see what he has in store. 
so thank you God, for intervening when you see me about to make a mistake.  i know that you will always be there to catch me when i fall.