i dunno when it hit, but i'm suddenly having this sick feeling in my gut as school is getting closer and closer.
i don't wanna go back. i'm scared.
i'm scared of disappointment.
i'm scared of failure.
i'm scared of change.
and i'm even more scared because i know that all of those things are inevitable.
for the first time, in a long time,
i really just don't know how to fix it;