you got a friend in me

besties till the end;

Oovoo with my faves :)

probs two of my best friends in the world;

Being Bold;

it's something i'm often too scared to do
which is so weird because i feel that i am a very forward person
but there are some things that just stop me dead in my tracks
and you are one of them
#so confused

after the windiest flight of my life, i'm here :)

missing each other already :(

oovoo with the besties :)

CM.NS.NB.DA

HOME!

so i'm finally back from for the break and i couldn't be happier,
i really missed it here and i feel like being at school was just a big detour in my time spent at home.
it's so nice to be back with everyone here.
i must say though, first semester has brought some good times, amid all the frustration and stress.
new friends, closeness with old friends, new experiences, and tons more.
but for real, it's just nice to be home.
last christmas break was interesting to say the least,
i'll be interested to see what this year brings..

Owlly and Daniowl

there's nothing quite like a best friend; 

4 DAAAYYYSS!

so i get to go home in 4 days and right now that's all i can really focus on..
i definitely think i might miss it here.. okay maybe not.. maybe just a little.
but really, i just wanna go home.
i feel like i have so many decisions to make over the break.
not knowing if i'm even coming back after this year
it's scary
and kind of exciting
but mostly scary
especially with such unfinished business...

Complicated? Yes..

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO..
that's all


#friends that are more than friends but less than more than friends

i don't know how people do it

just try

especially with things that can scare you so much;

but sometimes i have a really hard time not worrying;

Can You Say Confidence Boost?

So tonight i creepily signed on to my ex's fb account only to find that he is in a new relationship
and honestly, i couldn't be more happy for them..
and the fact that she's a whale might be part of the reason for that
he got what he deserved
as mean as that may be
i can't help but smile
that may make me an awful person
but in this moment, i don't mind seeming like a jerk
because i know he'll never find someone as good as me.
that is all :)

It's funny;

last night there was a special speaker who came to the dorm worship at my university
he spoke on the topic of relationships
but more specifically, christian relationships in which God is the centre
he stressed the important of self control and looking to God for guidance
not only in your actions but even more importantly, in WHO you choose to be with
one of his main points being that if you can't see yourself setting a wedding date in the future, then there is really no point in dating that individual in the first place
and i found it to be so interesting because this is what i've always felt
and it had seemed like no one really understood
it was so refreshing and encouraging to hear someone else who believed whole heartedly that God had no intention of making us experience heart break
but on the contrary, we have incorporated this heart break in our lives through worldly weaknesses
i find courage in the fact that i know that God has a plan for me and that somewhere out there is the right guy that God has already picked out and begun preparing for me, only for me, to be exactly what i need
i will continue to believe and be satisfied.

help me remember to hold on tight to the good things you've given me

Mah

i really hate when i screw up good things
especially when i manage to do so without even trying
sometimes i feel like i don't think about myself enough, and then other times i guess it turns out that i really just think about myself too much
i don't even know
it's frustrating for real
i really need to start figuring my shit out

i forgive you..

..now to forgive myself.

Mistakes.

what is closure really? and when do you really get it?
i feel like i really don't know.  and it sucks because it's something i really want right now.
there's so much crap that i feel like people could just avoid completely if they truly let God direct their life.  and i'm a prime example of that.
i think i'm starting to realize more and more that God works in the craziest ways. And sometimes, the things he does can cause pain but in the end, it's for the best. and it's even more likely to happen when we've committed to following God's plan.  it's funny how even when we make that commitment, we sometimes pretend like we never did.  but you know what? God doesn't forget, and if you truly decide to allow him to work wonders in your life, He will to whatever it takes to keep you on the narrow path of his followers.
i love God so much, because even though right now i'm feeling pain, i know that he will bring beauty from my pain. and i really can't wait to see what he has in store. 
so thank you God, for intervening when you see me about to make a mistake.  i know that you will always be there to catch me when i fall. 

my mind forgets to tell me that you're a bad idea;

adsfkjgha;dkfjghak;dsjgfn ;dkajfv!!!
don't you friggin hate when something happens between you and a guy and then all of a suddden it's not there anymore?
i kinda do.. just saying.

i dunno why but i'm feeling so weird being back at school
i feel like i don't belong in some weird way
it's nice to see people but i'm struggling knowing that i want to be a different person than i was last year and it's gonna be hard being far from some of the best friends i have; AT&AL
my hope and prayer is that as i settle in, this weird feeling subsides and i have the year that i know i want and need. 
lets hope for the best. 

http://letskickpushcoast.tumblr.com/


i know this is totally useless cuz no one except one person looks at this blog BUT i made a tumblr, and while i won't be ditching my blogger, here's the linky link!

so today i saw my best friend for the 2nd time this summer
it's been so weird being away from her this year while i was away at school
i didn't realize how hard it would be to stay in touch with my lifelong friend
but i was pleasantly surprised to see that everything was just how i left it
she's still the best and i already miss her
thanks for always being there for me buddy
i can't wait till chrrstmas
missing my big sister already
love you CP :)

AND I'M BACK!
so many stories, so little time...

D&R#20

D: DUDEEEE this song reminds me of me!!!

R:... really?...

AKALOR.

the joined forces of akas and idiolors producing an endless supple of awesomeness.  

'nuff said.

Rileys

Rileeyyyyyssssss

i miss playing with bubble!

skyping with my bestie.

3 days till the roommates are reunited!!!

thumbs up for rock and roll

 if you believe in yourself, you will know how to ride a bike.

if you don't, just keep practicing.

you will get the hang of it, i know it!

thumbs up everybody,

FOR ROCK AND ROLL!

car rides.

magnet darts.

jamming.

pool.

youtube.

and more care rides.

a pretty awesome night.

JJ,EA,MA.

i was everywhere.

doing everything.

just winning!

SUMMER.

totally did this the other day. 

dedicated to atp

no explanation needed.

dedicated to nncsysthm

found this on someone's blog.

thought of you.

and died.

& i'm still not sure if this is gonna be true or not.

oh hey there.

oh this song..

The Lord will open the storehouses of the skies where He keeps the rain, 

and He will send rain on your land at just the right times.

Deuteronomy 28:12

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine,
Since You laid down Your life, The greatest sacrifice.
Majesty, Majesty

Your grace has found me just as I am, Empty handed but alive in Your hands.

Majesty, Majesty

Forever I am changed by Your love, In the beauty of Your Majesty,
Majesty. 

June 4 2011,

Praise & Worship was a success.

come home to me, 
come home to me,.
back into my arms,
home where you belong.
come home to me,
come home to me.
if home is where you are,
then home is way too far away.

JUNE 1ST 2011
first swim in ma pool this summer :)
CP, GM, LR MA

"Don't walk into my life if you itend to walk out of it."

Or, even better idea.  Make up your friggin mind. 

It's hard to watch people change right in front of you, 

but the hardest part is remembering who they used to be.

No one on the corner has swagger like us.

my newfoundland sisters xo

"My biggest diappointment is that I can't change people's lives with just words.  But if i could, I would change yours. Cause life has to be lived...not wasted."

and because i know You, i know this is true

it took the seasons going to by 

to know it's not my fault

come home to me,
come home to me.
if home is where you are,
then home is way too far away.

gonna miss you buddy!

come back soon :)

and sometimes i'm not sure 

how much longer i can be strong.

D&R#19

*D puts a 20 dollar bill in K's shirt*

Where did it go?? 

*K starts crumping*

Mannn even crumping can't get it out!!!

                           -KM

DEAD.

D&R#18

R: *facebook status*

sun burnt, tired, and noxious...
KINDA STILL the best day at WONDERLAND with my friends

D: *comment* 

noxious... umm lol

A:  noxious?! AWWW!! hahahaha. i feel this will be quoted somewhere..

the soundtrack to my life.

it sucks when losing someone 

feels like losing a part of yourself.

exactly how i feel some days